Today i looked at my husband and said something along the lines of
" i don't like living in this world" - I guess i get like this sometimes
when I get overwhelmed by the disrespect for life and the marginalization of people.
It hurts to think that a majority out there just views me as a number.
This is where the importance lies. My creator made me from nothing, breathed me into life for a purpose, for a journey back to His hands and i refuse to think i mean nothing.
I love that scripture "before i formed you in the womb, i knew you" -Jer 1:5
When I reflect on that i want to scream HE KNOWS ME and knew me all along!
The maker of the universe thought me into existence and he made the world i live in.
I must tell myself that to make it through this world, this economy, this
horrifying societal mental shift towards mutilating life and ending it before God's time.
I'm worth God's time, I'm worth Jesus' sacrifice, not because of anything I have done but because of what HE did. His suffering made me worth something and I can't flounder
and let myself get down. A beautiful friend of mine is a mother of 2 children.
Every little thing she does she makes a prayer, picking up toys, sweeping the floor.
Is that beautiful? I would call it that. She inspires me because I may think all the things i do in my day doesn't matter -but we should MAKE it matter? shouldn't we? for Him at least... for all He did for us.
May God's peace be with all of you.
Jaime
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